Question: Who is Me?
Hello, my name is Shania, I am fourteen and this is my story....
As when we were children, we put objects on to know who we are, we wear dresses, tiaras, hold a wand and twirl like a princess, I grew up like that, thinking that someday or right now, I am a princess. But as we grow up, changes in our selves comes to place. Problems come to us and make us realize what our parents have to face when we were young. When I was in Preschool, I had the best days in my life, the fact that I was always ranked #1 every year, my parents was proud of me. But as I grew older to elementary school, I knew new things which made it harder for me, I lost my rankings into 1st - 3rd -9th -to nothing. I tried hard to study again and cried many times because of the fact that my name wasn't called to be in a rank. When my upper Elementary came, I began to see changes in my self. I didn't care anymore for the ranks, but all I thought back then is to Graduate. More and more problems came to my life when Elementary came, the fact that my parents and I had to quarrel sometimes because of my school. I have always cried and thought I should just die, but then I thought, my friends are there to comfort whenever I'm in pain, that's why I'm thankful for the friends I have until now. When I graduated Elementary, my mother was mad and depressed because of me, we fight and talk back to each other sometimes because of misunderstanding to things which were not true, and to thinking I am not studying hard anymore. But as time passes by, all of these past experiences that I've had popped to my head now, I now understand what was the meaning of 'Yesterday was a lesson, tomorrow is a mystery, today is a gift' I now understand that all that I've been through was a lesson for me to bring it to my tomorrow and cherish it today like a gift. Through all of my miseries, sadness, embarrassment, depression, I could have never been to where I am right now, with those people who are special to me. I began to change what makes me more happy, by reading and writing stories which people read. I began to inspire my self more and face bumps and obstacles which can come in my way. When I finish High school, I will become a chef/writer, and show to it to people who looked down on me and say 'Here I am'. But that'll still a while for me to reach it, so for now, I will enjoy where I am and who I am, until I can say I am that strong. So thank you for those people whose been with me all the time... YEAH!
As when we were children, we put objects on to know who we are, we wear dresses, tiaras, hold a wand and twirl like a princess, I grew up like that, thinking that someday or right now, I am a princess. But as we grow up, changes in our selves comes to place. Problems come to us and make us realize what our parents have to face when we were young. When I was in Preschool, I had the best days in my life, the fact that I was always ranked #1 every year, my parents was proud of me. But as I grew older to elementary school, I knew new things which made it harder for me, I lost my rankings into 1st - 3rd -9th -to nothing. I tried hard to study again and cried many times because of the fact that my name wasn't called to be in a rank. When my upper Elementary came, I began to see changes in my self. I didn't care anymore for the ranks, but all I thought back then is to Graduate. More and more problems came to my life when Elementary came, the fact that my parents and I had to quarrel sometimes because of my school. I have always cried and thought I should just die, but then I thought, my friends are there to comfort whenever I'm in pain, that's why I'm thankful for the friends I have until now. When I graduated Elementary, my mother was mad and depressed because of me, we fight and talk back to each other sometimes because of misunderstanding to things which were not true, and to thinking I am not studying hard anymore. But as time passes by, all of these past experiences that I've had popped to my head now, I now understand what was the meaning of 'Yesterday was a lesson, tomorrow is a mystery, today is a gift' I now understand that all that I've been through was a lesson for me to bring it to my tomorrow and cherish it today like a gift. Through all of my miseries, sadness, embarrassment, depression, I could have never been to where I am right now, with those people who are special to me. I began to change what makes me more happy, by reading and writing stories which people read. I began to inspire my self more and face bumps and obstacles which can come in my way. When I finish High school, I will become a chef/writer, and show to it to people who looked down on me and say 'Here I am'. But that'll still a while for me to reach it, so for now, I will enjoy where I am and who I am, until I can say I am that strong. So thank you for those people whose been with me all the time... YEAH!
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